Today is a big day. Not only is Kaua 13 months old, but we will find out for certain whether he is going to be a big brother come early August. My doctor's appointment is today, at 9:30am. Of course, we will have an ultrasound to date the pregnancy. My mind is filled with excitement and anxiety. There are two scenarios, both of which i have previously experienced that could happen. I could see a beautiful squirmy gummy bear on the ultrasound, complete with heartbeat, or I could see nothing, an empty uterus, or an empty sac. I've been trying not think about this day, and only think positive. On the one hand, I feel pregnant. I've had some nausea, my nipps are a little sensitve, I'm always tired, my tummy is a little bloated, and I havent had AF since the end of October. On the other hand, I feel normal, the nausea is rare, the nipps haven't been sensitive until very recentily, the tiredness could just be lazy, the bloated tummy could be too much holiday eating, and just because AF doesn't come doesn't always mean you are preggos.
Well, I can only move forward. I will find out today what the deal is. I pray for God's grace and blessing.
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