AF!
And I'm still BFing! Kaua is almost 9 months old (in about 1 more week). She has just showed, not a full on flow, only spotting. I've been feeling crampy off and on for about a month now and have been wondering if she was going to show....guess she's hereeeeeeee! I'm not sure how I feel about this....mostly excited at the prospect of potentially being fertile again, somewhat nostolgic at the loss of being period free, somewhat nervous at thoughts of going through a MC (though mostly I'm pushing that out of my head and thinking positive), and thoughts of...am I ready to be pregnant again???? Yikes! I dunno. It might be too early to have another kid...we dont even have our own place yet....I haven't even nailed down a job yet....
Well i admit, I am getting a little ahead of myself. I have a feeling pregnancy wont come until we start TTC again, which i dont think we'll be doing until we're more settled, but I must be honest and admit that I wouldn't be upset if I had a surprise BFP.....
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