Today is a tough day in mommy hood of 3.
Up a lot last night with the baby, hubby at work, and kids fighting all night last night and this AM. Hubby coming home from work is not much better, as he can't seem to handle my two year old. Bc he can't breast feed, he can't really do much with the baby other than carry him. I have not had much chance to rest. I feel frustrated at my husband since a lot of work with the kids all still falls on me, since whenever he gets involved, he ends up just telling at them. and I'm not able to rest, and he can sense it, so there is lots of tension btwn us.
My two year old is such a challenge. He's tired but refuses to sleep, so he's causing a lot of trouble to his brother and around the house in general.
I have a friend visiting in town but am not likely able to hook up while she it's here bc the kids are such a handful, and I'm exhausted. I feel frustrated.
I feel angry that my mom is so little help and rarely offers to help.
I feel angry that my relationship with my husband is suffering bc the toll of parenting is so much.
I'm just really tired. And I have another full week of work to look forward to tomorrow.
I wonder how other moms of three survive?
